We slept in shifts like grazing deer,
while the weight of the world shifted below.
Alive
in our serene half-nakedness,
I held you the way snakes prey,
silently and tightly.
Between the two of us
there was nearly enough material to dress a single person
and enough love to feed a fever forever.
Just before you fell asleep,
you turned on a smile
bright enough to steer ships safely to shore.
By then I was sure,
assured that those thunderclaps outside your window were applauding us
for our effort.
I wish the space and time between your bed and mine were non existent.
I’ve wished for this every night
for as long as I can remember it.
“I love you” is hardly the most effective phrase
when one is nudged into using it.
It’s a nice string of sounds to repeat,
I like it best when it flies out passionately.
Those moments when it can’t be contained
mean the most.